I miss you so badly

I don't know why suddenly these words that I don't want to tell appear in my brain 'I miss you so badly'.

I know you don't care how I'm missing you,

how I'm thingking of you, how I remember you,

how I'm asking to myself about how are you, what are you doing, what are your new hobbies, what things do you like now, what is your daily activity, what kind of girl do you like now.

Although it's pain, even you don't care and don't want to know, but I just miss you.